Tuesday, 27 October 2026

News


My blog host is changing its content policy, shortly, and my reading of the situation is that much of my fiction – existing, and intended – may be impermissible under the new rules. 

Consequently, it’s probable the blog will disappear before long. The notice period does, at least, allow me the opportunity to thank you for your readership and feedback, over the years.

I don’t have a confirmed new outlet. The reality is, few hosts wish to be associated with this sort of fictional material, and policies have become more restrictive across the board.  

My contact email address is ryanauthor@protonmail.com  . I may continue writing, and distribute stories on a mailing list basis. Let me know if you’re interested in receiving occasional fiction by this method, as plain PDF documents.

I am also on the encrypted messaging app, Signal, with username ryanauthor.50 , and you’re welcome to add me, for news of my fiction.

I’ve set-up a bare profile on DeviantArt – ryanauthor50 is my handle there – and it’s possible I’ll release material on that platform: I’m assessing the practicalities, risks and costs. 

I wish to conclude several ongoing storylines, and have a couple of new ideas for one-shot fictions. Beyond that, I’ll see how far my enthusiasm and time stretch, without the ego-boosting viewing statistics I got from the blog!  

Now is the moment for you to grab any content, before it disappears. As always, please don’t distribute stories further without speaking to me first. 

Whether we speak again, or not, I send you my best wishes,


Sunday, 18 October 2026

Day Zero (2/2): M/m+; CP; NC

Chapter Two 


The three of them will remain here for six days, working through their basic training with me, conditioning them for what’s to come. We’ll focus on universally relevant credentials such as self-discipline, endurance, obedience and respect – all funnelling into the desired end-state of high quality submission.

Through this week in Asia, I’ll appraise their characters and come to decisions as to where each boy will fit best, in my conglomerate of perversion. In time, they’ll be split-up, ready to start their individual BDSM pathways.

I’ve moved to reticent Luke’s side of the bondage triangle. This one will already be missing the comfort of his sensible girlfriend – an 8/10 looker, who makes cameo appearances in Luke’s Instagram stories but has her own career, which she’ll be free to pursue without her globe-trotting hunk of a boyfriend.

The integrity of Luke’s trunks has been compromised by his fifteen strokes from Karen.

This round will be applied savagely.

 ‘Sixteen.’

‘Seventeen.’

‘Eighteen.’

‘FUCK…. nine-teen!’

‘Twenty!’

‘Eh? FUCK… twenny-fucking-one!’

I pause at this odd number, only to wrestle Luke’s shredding Speedos down, far enough along his thick thighs to clear his butt, wholly naked for my cane. He swivels his neck, anxious at this stripping, but to be fair I’ve kept Luke at an advantage, and the good times can’t roll forever. I press-on, without comment.

‘AHH! Twenty-three!’

‘Jee-zus… twennny… four!’

‘FUCK! Twenty-five!’

‘Hey!? Twenty-six?!’

We take a breather. Luke, as you can see, mis-counted on his re-start from the pause. Perhaps it was accidental, though day zero behaviours often include deceptiveness on the part of boys, who believe I may not notice trickery. Such naïve souls!  

‘You missed one,’ I say, calm. ‘Twenty-two just disappeared from your count! You’ve only taken twenty-five in total, I promise, baby.’

‘Shit,’ Luke says, without apology.

‘Shit, indeed,’ I say. ‘Now, you know the tariff – for all of you – was a concession, on the basis you kept an accurate count for me? But you went haywire on that last set of five, Luke.’

‘I mean… I guess I just missed one?’ he offers, weakly.

‘Well, I guess you did!’ I say. ‘And, maybe it was a minor infringement – this time – but still… we need to correct it, yeah?’

‘What?’ he says, blunt.

‘We can’t let sloppiness creep in. Three more, to mark the error… and then you’re finished,’ I say.

‘Seriously!?’ Luke blurts.

‘C’mon, petal… we’re just getting to know each other. Don’t make a scene, so early, okay?’

‘For fuck’s sake…’ he whines, jiggling antsy in his chains.

‘Brace, again,’ I warn him, generously. ‘And count them, loud; one, two, three.’

These extras, to end, will sting like fuck. It’s all part of my make-miserable strategy, for boys fresh to Liberty.

‘ONE!’

‘Two!

‘AWWW…. three!’  Luke moans, but he called those shots nice and clearly for me, despite his setback.

I check how this introduction to corporal punishment – CP 1.1 – has affected Luke. He’s sniffing on repeat, but not sobbing, and his cheeks remain dry. He flexes sexily in bondage, as Alex and Joe observe his handling of this pain they’re sharing.

I feel, with open palms, Luke’s hot buns I’ve gridded with welts. The kid squirms at my caressing touch, but doesn’t call-out. Maybe he, and the other two, long to curse me as a faggot, but the young steer-clear of that f-word now, don’t they? They’ve been warned-off unacceptable language. It’s one of the inhibitions that tend to fade, with time spent subbing for me.

‘Yeah, that was a cohesive effort across your sets, Luke,’ I say, in conclusion. ‘There were some great behaviours on display, from you… marred by one or two less positive moments. It gets harder though, right? So, keep pushing yourself… keep improving, huh?’  

He continues to twist in his creaking restraints, ignoring my counsel.

‘I expected a response, Luke?’ I tell him.

I’m squeezing injured butt muscle, to encourage him along.

‘Ahhh…. yeah,’ he agrees, belatedly.  

‘Good kid!’ I finish, slapping torn ass, and he yells.

 

Alex was the trailblazer, with his OnlyFans account, and though other athletes followed his lead with an OF presence of their own, it’s Alex who’s stayed the course, posting regularly and keeping his fawning subscribers engaged with content.

We’ve seen ass in thongs, and bare ass, and countless pouting poses. We’ve seen the bulge made by heavy balls in briefs, and the fat profile of dick, pumped to semi-hard in underwear that’s not quite see-through.

The blond diver has played with himself for the camera, through clothing, but – and it’s been three years, now! – what Alex hasn’t shown is full frontal; prick and nuts. His slobbering fans need to see shaft, so very much, but Alex established his ground rules on day one of his OF launch – no full nudity, ever; no cock.

Alex’s OF patrons should migrate to the Liberty platform, now his OF channel is going silent, for the duration. He’ll be showing plenty of dick, and low-hanging balls, and pink hole, for my label – like it, or not.

I haul the gold medallist’s Speedos way down his quad-zilla thighs. He boasts a pert, milky butt – that much has been well-seen on OnlyFans, but I’ll be transforming those insolent cheeks.

‘Take a deep breath,’ I forewarn him… but leave it fifteen seconds.  

 

‘Twenty-one’

‘Twenty-two.’

‘Twenty-three.’

‘Aww… twenty-four!’

‘Twenty-FIVE!’

Then a pause, though I’ll be moving on to another set, momentarily. This lad is restless, in his chains. Alex draws air through flared nostrils in exaggerated drags, and re-tenses as I let my cane drape over his butt mounds, anticipating my next move.

‘FUCK you! What the FUCK do you want from us!? We’ve done nothing to upset you… have we!?’ Alex screams.

It’s a common, day zero misunderstanding on a boy’s part: that I’m giving him pain because he’s wronged me in some way he can’t remember, though it must have been serious for me to get so vengeful!

The erection tenting my shorts should give clarity, that I deal pain for entertainment and arousal. When there’s a wrong to be righted – and that will occur, soon enough – they’ll fucking know about it.   

‘Last five, Alex,’ I say. ‘Perfect self-regulation, and strength, hmm?’

‘Fuck off!’ he mutters.

 

‘Twenty-six.’

‘Twenty-seven.’

‘Twenty-eight!’

‘Awww… FUCK me…. twenty-noin!’

‘FUCK! Thirrr-ty! Awww…. holy FUCK!’

And, where Luke held it together at his 25 (that became 28), I’ve made Alex cry with his 30, off the back of those two, final, tightly-spaced sets of five.

His trembling ass globes are on fire, close to shedding blood from the welts I’ve engraved, and it has upset Alex. My champ sheds his tears in dignified silence, through glazed eyes: his crisis of agony is a self-contained one.

I brush Karen up the insides of his thigh meat, teasing as I defer my verdict on Alex’s session.

‘Now, you’ve spoilt things. Dry those tears, man-up, and stop feeling sorry for yourself. I chose a gentle introduction, for you… and now look how you’re reacting, quite unnecessary. But – until then – I’d say there were some positives in your shift, Alex. Take your learnings, yes?’

‘Just fuck off, and let me go! Let us go!’ Alex whinges, his voice full of clogged phlegm.

 

Being a versatile piece of apparatus, the chain web will accommodate reversed boys, facing out from the triangle with their fronts on display and readily useable.

Later in the week, therefore, I’ll be back here with Alex, Luke and Joe, when I’ll be asking them to detail the totality of their sexual experiences, to date. I’ll expect full sexual autobiographies: no headlines-only; no withholding the unsavoury stuff they now regret.

To encourage these conversations along, their foreskins and ball sacs will be wired-up. After electrification, they’ll realise it’s easier to talk than to clam-up.

All three of them have flat abdomens drawn drumskin-tight. I, meanwhile, have a weighty rubber truncheon.

It will be a revealing evening of work.

 

 ‘Five more, to finalise your tariff, Joe. Oh – and plus three, because you’ve not counted properly, throughout! So, that will make thirty-eight as your closing total, yes?’

I’ve reached up, to run my fingers through his curly hair. It’s sodden and clumpy, now. The kid with the cruel workload doesn’t snap back at me; preoccupied, as he is, by feeling sorry for himself in a snivelling way that irritates.

I take tight hold of a clump and use it, to jerk the boy’s head back towards me, by his scalp; in one movement arcing his neck from vertical, to a position much closer to horizontal.

Joe screams hard, and incoherent. It triggers Alex to profanities, in sympathy, but they’re muted. He’s doing something to ease his conscience, without riling me too much.

‘Looking for a stronger performance from you, to close, right?’ I tell the boy in my grip.  

‘You CUNT!’ Joe yells, curdled by his ongoing grizzling.

There’s nothing in the public domain, but Joe is suspected to be queer. There’s more than a hint of fagcent in his voice, and he’s got to 25 without the introduction of a girlfriend across his socials.

It’s not homophobia that saw Joe landed with the worst duty on day zero. Over the course of the week, I’ll be switching my harshest tasks between the three of them. But… it’s fun to watch this lisping one go into faggy meltdown!

One last time cutting air behind boy ass, rehearsing my meanest strokes, and Joe is back to sobbing before I’ve started upon him. The other two twist in their bonds, unsettled by my singling-out of their friend, even if it’s not their problem (this time). There is, for now, a certain camaraderie in this trio.

‘OWWwwww…. Thirty-one!’

‘Nooo…. Thirty-two!’

‘Owww… PLEASE…. thirty-three!’

‘Please STOP…. hurts so FUCKING much!’

And that’s where Joe stops his counting, but I make sure to cane his full allocation of thirty-eight, taking advantage of the acoustics in here to amplify and echo the cracks of gnarled wood over bare, scarred, diver ass.

Joe is a broken mess. Alex’s eyes remain wet with his own stubborn tears he can’t wipe away. Luke fumes in his chains, jittery and tutting, frustrated.

All six ass mounds are striped, crimson over cream and – in the case of Joe with his extra burden – blood bubbles from wounds. Several welts extend across upper thighs, and many bridge cracks, cheek to cheek. It was a satisfying work-out, to get these boys on the right page.

With a dragging index finger I collect blood samples from Joe’s ass, and lick my digit clean. I could get a taste for it – for him – I think.

 

A group verdict may be helpful for them, but I weigh my words:

‘Helpful warm-up exercise, boys. I think we can draw some positives from that effort, right? Look… I know it hurts, and it’s not what you wanted to be doing, today, but I can see that early lessons have been absorbed. So – mission accomplished!’

‘Please… just let us go! What the fuck do you want from us!?’ Joe wails, a little camp. 

‘What kind of sick shit is this!? Where the hell are we?’ Alex follows-on.  

‘We can leave now, umm….??’ Joe says, though I’ve indicated nothing of the sort! He’s wild in his naivety.

Already I’m building pictures of character, and assessments of capability, ready to place square pegs into square holes.

There’s a stoic, reserved one; a unit of a boy, but opinionated with it, and far from submissive; and a tearful one, lacking in bravery on day zero, though perhaps he could be coached to a higher state of resilience?

And I have vacancies to fill, around the business. My latest venture – Liberty – for Rent – has just launched, hiring-out choice boys for an evening or a weekend, at my secluded facility with access to a full suite of apparatus, and toys. Subject to an additional charge, one of my no-nonsense Russian guards, Ivan or Nikolai (or both!), can be booked to support the client in working the hired boy, suitably hard. As my marketing campaign suggests: Rent – bring movie flesh to your fingertips.    

But, Rent needs to be staffed-up to cater for early demand, with a stock of prime twenty-something meat. Or 18-19, even.

Otherwise, I have a straight-to-snuff commission to film, under the working title Sundering & Evisceration. That will be a relatively quick end, for the chosen boy.

Commissions are lucrative business for Liberty, but I have a love-hate relationship with them, as you’re working to someone else’s specifications and timeline. That’s not easy for a man who needs to be in control, and now I’ve been asked to turn-around Sundering & Evisceration ‘as soon as possible’… so no pressure, then!

However; my options are not for these boys to concern themselves with, yet. When we’re done, here, the boys will go into full body sleepsacks, packed into a crate, travelling as air cargo to their final destination(s). But the tone I set today will let glimmers of hope linger, even as I detail new expectations, by monologue:

 

‘My name is Sir, though I’m fine with Boss, if that comes easier to your lips. Just make sure you use one of them, when you address me.

Boys… I want us to work well together. Your next few days will be so much easier if you follow my agenda, without fuss. All of you are high performance athletes, so this principle shouldn’t be hard to understand, right?

So, about your week ahead:

I’m a straightforward man, and I want you to have the best opportunities to prove yourselves to me. I want you to approach your futures with confidence. My purpose here is to help you to achieve, right? Think of me as your sadistic new coach, if you want!

You should keep supporting each other through this process, like the great teammates you are. Try to balance looking-after number one, with group success. You know how to do that, okay?

What can you expect, then? Well, you’ll be working harder than you’ve known in your sport training. You will grind yourselves to new places… dark places, I’m afraid… and, if you won’t, I’ll have to push you there myself.

There will be lessons three times a day – morning, afternoon, and evening. Your focal points will be pain, protocol, and – I must warn you – sex. I know it’s difficult for you to hear but - starting tomorrow – I’ll be accessing your boy holes, prising them, and challenging them. Also your mouths, of course. This programme is for all of you, regardless of sexuality and experience.  

Something you need to understand, about your training, is that your lessons finish when I say so, and not before. We won’t be stopping because you’re uncomfortable, or hurting bad. We won’t stop when you beg, or even when you call STOP! We continue the lesson, and from that lesson, you’ll learn about sex and suffering. Actually, you’ll also learn a lot about yourselves – and that’s the sweetest education, boys.  

It’s known, amongst kinksters, as No Safe Words play, and it will seem wrong at first, but you’ll get used to it damn quick!

Now, I’ve said enough for this evening. We’re going to release you from those chains and take you down from the net, you’ll be pleased to hear. I’m afraid the overnight accommodation is limited so – Alex and Luke – you’ll share the cell. Joe… I have an alternative sleeping space, for you, called The Drawer. It’s a little restrictive so, to be fair, we may swap you boys around, during the week. Okay?’

‘You CUNT! Just let me GO… let me go… please…’ Joe peters out, awash with tears.

I’m not interested, and I blank him.

‘Okay – a productive session, boys. Let’s get you fed, rested, relaxed, and in great shape for a trio of brutal lessons, tomorrow.’

***

 

 

This, and everything you read here, is a work of fiction.

 


Day Zero (1/2): M/m+; CP; NC

Day Zero

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, 2024

 

‘One.’

‘Two.’

‘Three.’

‘Fuuu… Four!’

‘Awww! Ff-Five!’

I give him ten seconds to release his tension, and to breath. Then, I offer my first piece of coaching:

‘Nicely counted – you held it together, just about. Good boy.’

‘FUCK you!’ Alex yells. Apart from anything else, he turned 30 just recently, and is unaccustomed to being addressed as anyone’s boy. But things have changed, as of today.

 

By way of content warning: there are more praise words in this piece than you’re used to, and I’ll guess that – for most of you readers – that’s an unwelcome revelation. You’re not here for gentle encouragement of truculent youth; I get it, and I’m sorry. Please trust me, and know that my soft soaping runs out of road by day three, if not before.

 

We’re at day zero – inside their first few hours as captive boys. There is much to resolve, but session one, underway, imparts two key learnings they’ll need to carry with them, over their time to come:

1.        Work isn’t always fun.

2.        Work isn’t always fair. 

I’m also teaching them basic discipline for Liberty boys: the behaviour of enduring, with little complaint.

 

‘One.’

‘Two.’

‘Three.’

‘Four.’

‘AHHH… Fo-ive!’

And likewise, Luke gets his ten seconds of recovery time before my verdict:

‘Efficient counting, with a confident aura. Great start, Luke! You’ll see – all of you – that your work is only as hard as you make it!’

 

All three of them are in uniform. Okay, that oversells it – work attire. It’s a pair of Speedos in rich navy blue, as the house colour of the Great Britain diving squad. They wear nothing else.

These are competition trunks of superior specification, made from a technical material said to aid a diver’s smooth entry into the pool, supporting those crucial ‘execution’ marks from the judges.

Tightness of fit is preferred by professionals, as these boys are. Their sex packages are bundled into small front pockets of fabric, and, around the back, the hems of the skimpy garments rise well up their buttocks, leaving little to the imagination concerning the mounds I’ve started to cane. These are pitifully thin barriers against my rod, but better than nothing and more than they deserve, as protection.    

 

‘One.’

‘Two.’

‘Three.’

‘Four.’

‘Five!’

‘Fuck… what!?’

‘Ahm… Seven.’

‘NO… fuck!’

‘Nine!’

‘Ten….no…please!’

‘El-even,’ (sniff)

‘Ta-weeeelve!’

And that’s it, from Joe, with his counting. Strokes 13, 14 and 15 – to finish this sequence – are lost to his sobbing, which continues as I lower the cane to rest, by my booted calf.

Of course, it hurts – up to three times as much as the opening pain I’ve given his teammates. But Joe’s tears reflect a medley of further concerns: the anxieties of captivity, shared by them all; with added anger and confusion, at being picked-on for this harsher salvo.

That said, I suspect Joe is more inclined to emotional expression than the others, and it’s all pouring out. Still, he deserves his coaching feedback, too. I run the palm of a gloved hand up his inner thigh, dusky with down, towards those ass-squeezing Speedos. He’s hot to my touch, through latex, after his trial caning:

‘Ssshhhh… and deep breaths, hmm? Nice deep breaths, and quit your fretting, huh?

I guess that stung a bit, because you lost your numbers on the count! Not too impressive… but it’s early days, honey. I know it seems hard, right?’

‘You FUCKING asshole! Why did you need to hurt him like that!?’ Alex pipes-up, in support of his tearful friend.

It’s a noble intervention, but an answer is unnecessary. They’ll come to understand my methods, soon enough. I owe nobody an explanation. Instead, I address the group:

‘Okay, round one, done! It’s easier, boys – believe me – if you just bear it, without fuss. It’s soon over, then. No tantrums, no complaints, just bare tenacity, yes?’

‘What the FUCK!?’ Alex says, incredulous at how a man can be like this.

‘Round two, yes?’ I tell them.

 

Arranged in a triangle, the boys get to witness each other’s pain and thereby to feel it by proxy, at some level. Calibrated correctly, my boot camp duties for boys make them sorrowful at the treatment of friends, and simultaneously thankful my attention is elsewhere, for a while. We will toy with those conflicting thoughts - of loyalty, versus selfishness – in their days to come.   

It’s a complex web of chains they’re held in, suspended 15cm from the floor, with cuffs at wrists and ankles pulling them into broad star shapes that stretch their hips and shoulders. It’s also a compact network of tautened chains, so they’re kept close to one-another, facing inwards, into their tight triangle of discipline in the centre of the room.

Practically, they’re held immobile but for their necks, which can turn - or drop to their chins, if this gets really difficult to take.

They can’t reach each other, in their agonies, but their proximity creates a perception of the three divers being worked as a unit, though their tariffs are individual.  

The trio are springboard divers and share the physical attributes of that specialism, so they’re all shorter than the average male – Alex is just 165cm – with big calves. They look young, for their ages, thanks to the dietary advice of nutritionists and daily gym, where they spend as much time as they do poolside, on the 3m practice boards.

With their inspirational sporting records they’ll bristle when I suggest that they lack tenacity, but working for me is a different sort of fight.  

 

I like to mix things up a bit, so the programme is unpredictable. Instead of starting round two with Alex, again, it’s Luke I get behind, swishing my cane through the air with a volley of practice strokes, before the contact strikes:  

‘Six.’

‘Seven.’

‘Fuck…. Eight.’

‘Nine.’

‘Ah shit… Ten!’

That’s all there is to it: register the impact, take a quick gasp, then shout the cumulative count for me. These boys will struggle to find an easier duty at Liberty.  

‘Sweet, Luke. Nicely controlled… though the swearing isn’t needed, so feel free to drop it from your routine, huh?’

‘Yeah,’ he offers, sounding vague as he flexes in his chains, dealing with the slicing and subsequent bursts of endorphin release.

I intend to position one of the three boys as a reasonable performer I’m fairly satisfied with. Luke – the youngest, at 24 – will, I think, fit the bill as a stoic, grunting type. We’ll see if I can provoke him, though.

The way I’m laying the cane, it crosses the bottom hem of the Speedo at an angle, stinging both covered and bare flesh, down to the top of the thigh. It’s such a flimsy garment, yet there’s no hint of gratitude – from any of them – for the token relief it affords.


Springboard divers need an explosive launch, so every day is leg day in the gym. Boys of short stature practice squat thrusts with well-weighted barbells almost as big as them, building thighs that stretch trousers and glutes of immense mass, finished with stunning curves. And I’ve got three of them to acclimatise to Liberty ways.

 

‘Who’s next?’ I ask the room.

‘Fuck off!’ I’m cursed, in Alex’s robust Yorkshire accent.

I extend the time I slash through air with warm-up strokes, inches from his quivering butt so he feels the draught rushes. He clenches at my false alarms, but then it’s time for action:

‘Six.’

‘Seven.’

‘Eight.’

‘Nine.’

‘Ten… and FUCK YOU!’

Alex tugs at the four corners of his spread-eagled bondage. He ripples muscle, coping with the pain as he tries to dissipate the tension in his frame.

‘Brace,’ I say. ‘Ready to continue your counting.’

‘WAIT… what the fuck!? AWWW… EEE-leven!’

‘Turr-welve! SHIT!’  

‘Awww…. thirteen.’

‘Fourteen!’

‘Ahhhh FUCK!

And sullen, but just about remembered in time…

‘Fifteen.’

He looks back, and it’s a wary check to make sure I’m not going to continue with this shit. For now, though, two sets of five is Alex’s lot. The straw blond kid stretches and groans, in his star.

‘Okay… you almost lost it there, Alex. This is an easy assignment, and I’m expecting you to get it right, yes?’

‘I counted!’ the diminutive diver objects.

‘Late – nearly too late – and petulantly,’ I remind him.

‘Ahhh…. c’mon!’ he shouts. ‘Don’t be a cunt…. I counted fine!’

I step close, flourish the cane, and use it to run-up his meaty inner thigh, stroking his paleness.  

‘I expect you’re accustomed to the hero treatment and getting your own way, blondie? But here’s the thing: with me, boys listen more than they speak, to a ratio of about twenty-to-one, ideally. They act on instructions, and they don’t answer back. Are we going to struggle with that, Alex?’

‘I literally counted all the way…’ he bleats.

‘Are we going to struggle, Alex?’ I press him.

‘No… we’re not going to struggle with that,’ he concedes, furious.

‘Good kid. And look… you’ve taken fifteen of your quota, now, so progress has been made. That’s what I need to see… if it’s okay with you, Alex?’

‘I don’t seem to have any fucking choice!’ he sulks.

‘Is it okay, though, Alex? Are we okay?’ I ask again.

‘Yes, we’re okay,’ he mumbles.

‘Excellent!’ I say, breezy.

 

I have a dozen canes in my toy library, and this one is at the meaner end of the range. I call her Karen – the boys have been introduced – and she nags: a deceptive bite, for one so slim.

Karen sings through the air and kisses ass with a satisfying crack, dampened somewhat by Speedo. Many canes are showy and designed to intimidate, but not Karen. This ‘ole girl is crafted practically, for maximum impact.

The boys’ Speedo trunks were finessed for optimal aquatic entry; but the splintery, lacerating thwacks of this cane weren’t in the design brief as the sort of shock that must be withstood. It’s an intriguing material; dense and elastic, to a point, but with fifteen strikes laid, examination of Joe’s fabric reveals the onset of bobbling and laddering, across his mounds, in diagonals matching my blows.

‘I don’t think these are serving much purpose,’ I tell Joe, with my fingers hooked under his waistband at both hips but not tugging, yet. There’s a faint whiff of chlorine, at close quarters.  

He’s sniffling, quite pathetically. ‘No… please… leave them alone!’, he says.

I get it. It’s day zero, and total nudity is hard to concede. Though diving sees them compete with hardly anything on, it’s this final sexualised exposure – for me, but in front of friends – that’s hateful.

‘They’re offering so little protection, you’ll hardly notice they’re down,’ I assure him.

‘Please… they’re helping… leave them on!’ Joe squeals.

Effort is involved, given the spread of the kid’s legs, to drag the Speedos twenty centimetres to the top of Joe’s thighs, just below his ass curvature, where I leave the trunks gathered and stretched. Here, the clothing functions as secondary bondage: he won’t be wrenching his thighs any wider with that over-stressed waistband digging down into them.  

Making Joe butt-naked has saddened him, again. I seek to divert the boy from self-pity with a resumption of his cane-and-call duties, across bared ass.

‘Sixteen.’

‘Seventeen.’

‘Pur-leeze…. eighteen!’

‘Oww… Na-nineteen!’

‘Twenty…. please STOP!’

< brief pause, with silence >

‘OWWW… Twenty-one!’

At which point Joe opts-out of counting and his next four, to make twenty-five on the cumulative count, are received to a new outburst of sobbing and tear-dropping.

I trace the angry stripes I’ve painted over those buns, using only my fingertips, and Joe tries and fails to recoil from my irritation.  

It was a bitchy tactic of mine, to give Joe ten of the best – bare – having loaded him with fifteen in his first round. And these are the intended lessons being learnt in real-time: work can’t always be fun, or fair. It hurts, in every sense.

‘It’s gonna be fine, sugar,’ I tell the crying wreck of a boy, shaking in his chains. ‘But… just… try to keep-up with your counting, hey? Don’t be the kind of boy who falls behind, hmm? Stay with the programme… nice and strong, yes?’

‘WHY are you doing this!?’ Joe whines.

‘Ssshhhh,’ I bid him. ‘Deep breaths, compose yourself, and focus on Karen’s next visit, hmm?’ I say.

But already, he’s off again with his waterfall.

 

The easy requirement for this, their initiation session, is 90 strokes of my cane between them. It’s a number that divides cleanly by three, but that’s too straightforward, and too fair.

Underneath their places in the bondage triangle, on the floor, numbers have been scrawled in chalk. There’s a 25 at Luke’s position, a 30 at Alex’s, and a 35 below Joe’s zone. His salty tears are dissolving his numerals but they remain readable, for now, and I’ve a good memory, anyway.

I haven’t explained to them the split – just their team tariff of ninety – as I wanted to see how quickly they’d register the significance of their digits.

Further, I told them I’d be caning in sets – as I call them – of five strokes, and I’ve been true to my word. What I didn’t mention is that sets might be combined and delivered back-to-back, with Joe’s first 15 being a case in point. It’s sneaky, perhaps, but amalgamating sets gets them through their work quicker, so I’m not sure they have much to complain about?

I change my approach with Luke, and instead of wrestling-down his Speedos, I hitch-up the bottom hem on both ass mounds, using my hands to manipulate the high-tech material into a series of bundled rolls, trapped in the grip of his deep crack, and by the waistband. Most of the surface area of those creamy globes is now exposed, for Karen.  

I get slashing quickly, before the stuffed fabric unfurls:

‘Eleven.’

‘Twelve.’

‘Thirteen.’

‘Fourteen.’

‘Fifteen…. Awww!’

It’s a cute, purposeful set, thwacked straight onto that nearly-nude and hairless butt, given and received with the minimum of fuss.

Luke is stretching in, and pulling at, the four extremities of his bondage. When he does so, the entirety of the structure moves a little, taking the other boys with it in motion. The three sides of the triangle are inter-connected, such that they feel each other shifting in pain – or thrashing in pain. By design, I’m fostering an in it together mindset, even as their personal tariffs differ without apparent rationale.

I’m right behind Luke, cane lowered, and I twang his waistband as I admire the welted handiwork I’ve left.

‘Solid counting again, Luke. Exemplar shift, so far. Good boy… but keep it up!’ I say.

The 24-year-old has groomed facial hair, buzzed tight to his jawline and above his top lip, as a modest moustache. That fuzz grows-out brown, with a tint of copper you might predict from the light freckles on the bridge of his nose, and over his shoulders.

Luke won’t turn his head to face me, and doesn’t acknowledge my gushing praise of him. He’s still self-regulating after that sharp, short, set of five.

I slap him across his incised left mound. ‘Well done,’ I add, moving on as he winces.

 

‘What the fuck!?’ Joe whines. I’ve returned to him, without rotating through Alex, and he’s feeling oppressed.

It’s mega-humid and the tousle-haired, slightly effeminate one, is leaking sweat from his out-turned armpits, and also from the small of his back, down his dancing ass mounds.

We’re in Malaysia because that’s where the World Diving Championships are being held, though the competition is now curtailed, for these boys. It was a hell of a lot cheaper to bribe the local minibus driver to divert the team transport than it would have been in London, or LA.

I’ve acquired the whole squad, though Tom has been separated from the group already – he’s the hottest property, by far – and you’ll read about him elsewhere.

Wet heat aside, this windowless concrete box basement, outside Kuala Lumpur, is typical of Liberty facilities and could just as well be in Kansas, or Kettering. So, excuse the absence of local scenic references.  

I’ll be stepping-up the ferocity of Karen’s strokes, for this set. Her launch point will be way back, behind my shoulder, and the impact zone will take-in the very front of Joe’s bare cheeks, bridging his crack with slanting slices.

‘Twenty-six!’

‘OWWW… Twenty-sev… NO please STOP!’

…and three more for Joe, to complete his round, none of them counted because he’s worked himself into a state, again.

So here’s another day zero lesson: their programme doesn’t STOP! because it’s not being enjoyed.

 

Dirty blond Alex is famous – in different circles, but with Venn diagram overlap – for two exploits. Let’s start with the wholesome one, which is his sporting success, of which the highlights are four Olympic diving medals over three consecutive Games, including Gold at Tokyo, 2021.

Now, Alex is a senior member of the diving squad – I won’t call him the daddy, given his boyish looks and cheeky charm. Alex radiates the confidence that comes with experience, though. He’s a prize acquisition for my Liberty brand, and he’ll sell his content on name recognition alone.

I’m behind Alex, whose trunks remain up. I’m going to strike him at high intensity, making Karen whistle in her work.

‘Sixteen.’

‘Seventeen.’

‘FFf…. Eighteen.’

‘Awww…. Noin-teen!’

‘Ahhh…. Twenty…. FUCK!’

He’s animated in his bondage, getting lively with his yanking at wrist and ankle restraints, making the linked chains sway for the other kids, snared in my web of agony.

Those Speedos, once so distinguished in their rich blue – redolent of royalty and heritage – have frayed with the tearing slashes of my cane. They’re tattering, over Alex’s bubble butt, such that they’re useless as a defence of flesh from rod; but they’ve served our Olympic champion as best they can, to his 20th.

I assess the damage with fingertips, pulling the shearing fabric apart, until it ribbons from Alex’s ass. The waistband continues to hug hips securely, though.

‘Competent set, kid. Well received,’ I say, peeling technical material from clingy butt.

‘Fuck you… whoever you are!’ Alex tells me, feisty.

‘Save your energy, until you’re done,’ I advise him.

‘Fuck OFF, sicko!’ Alex reiterates.



Thursday, 15 October 2026

Coming soon: Day Zero


Day Zero is the result of several long-standing ideas I’ve collected and melded into a single piece:

I wanted to write a lean, mean, corporal punishment fiction, unburdened by too much plot.

I wanted to explain how the few first hours look like, and feel, for abductees new to Ryan’s twisted empire.

I wanted to do something with Speedos, because I like the visual cues they give.

I wanted to introduce some new boys, whom we may hear more of. Though, I’m aware the intakes are landing more quickly than the departures, and some of you are restless about that. I intend to reward your patience.

Day Zero will be on the blog by the end of this coming weekend.

Saturday, 5 September 2026

Cell Cam (2/2): M/m; NC; BC/Asphyx warning

Chapter Two

‘Have I made you sore?’ Nathan asks.

‘Yeah, kind of,’ Tyler says. ‘But, I’ve never liked getting fucked. Never wanted it,’ he adds.

‘Not much point in you being queer then, is there?’ Nathan says, with a derisive tone. ‘You could easily have found a sweet girl to shack up with… not too demanding in the bedroom… made a couple of little Tylers, and bang… a legacy for you.’

Tyler raps his fingers on his mattress, doing a great job of not getting riled. ‘I would love to live in your straightforward world, Nate,’ he says. ‘But, I’ve found life more complicated – or, maybe I’ve made it complicated for myself.’

‘Too right, Mr Enigma,’ Nathan says.

They’re wiping themselves dry with the hand towels provided in their cell: mid-brown for Nathan; Barbie pink for Tyler.

They’ve returned to their own beds and sit in a similar way, with the wall used as a backrest and feet on the mattress, with knees bent and raised in front of their chests. They face each other, as they talk across the small cell. A cigarette each would complement the reflective, comedown vibe, but smoking is bad for you, so I don’t provide that indulgence.

‘You know what I hate most? Every time we compete, I find that extra 1% of stamina in my locker, that I knew I’d run out of, weeks ago. But he makes us find it… and every time we do, we play his game, to his rules… and he wins. The thing is, though, that some day he’ll want 2%... and then… I’ll be cooked.’

It’s Nathan, taking a vacation from glibness to land a rare moment of reflection.

‘Nate… you’ll find that 2%, believe me. Your form is phenomenal,’ says Tyler, serious.

‘Aww bro… I’m fucked. We’re both fucked, probably,’ says Nathan.

‘Not sure,’ says Tyler. ‘I think one of us will walk away from this. I believe the promise; I keep the hope.’

‘Naïve,’ says Nathan, and he snorts at his cellmate’s fridge magnet bromide. Then, spoken as though it’s a casual afterthought: ‘Do you wanna flip?’

‘Eh!? Fuck, man!’ says Tyler.

‘Seriously. Fuck me… if you want to?’

‘For real?’

‘Yeah, for real, I don’t bullshit you. But not too hard, right? Keep it easy and chill, yeah?’

‘Fuck… you’re serious!’

‘Yeah, Ty. Say yes, if you wanna smash me… before I fucking change my mind.’

‘For fuck’s sake, Nate.’

‘Means nothing, at this stage. Still just the one fag in our cell.’

‘Whatever. And yes.’

***

This one’s going down on Tyler’s bed, but in Nathan’s position of choice. Well, the mixed race boy arranged himself for a doggie fuck, and Tyler raised no objections, so that’s the way he’ll be dicked.

As seen by the ‘rear cam’, you appreciate the military-grade engine behind this boy fuck. Pale and hairless, but stacked with muscle up the thighs and into that great cake of a butt, with its crack of depth. Not a tall fucker, at 174 cm, but a concentrated powerhouse.

Not too hard, Nathan had requested/demanded. But the fact is that, like Tyler before him, Nathan isn’t going to be whining and whingeing as the army boy takes his own, very liberal interpretation of this rule. Two can play that spite fuck game.

Slap-slap-slap. Tyler’s groin collides with Nathan’s rump, and the rhythm is building. The groaning is coming from the bed frame. They’re soon hot and wet, again. The movement of Tyler’s hips, in his delivery of this pile-driving, is aesthetic to the eye.

‘I had a girlfriend… who used to peg me… with a strap-on….’ Nathan puffs around Tyler’s fucks.

It stops Tyler in his tracks.

‘Really? Like… how big were the pegs!?’ Tyler asks. He has plenty of breath left.

‘Fuck off with your intrusive questions, bro,’ Nathan says; second thoughts causing him to pause the disclosures.

So Tyler reverts to ass humping, turning up the power dial, now.

For a straight kid – and I’ve never had reason to doubt that – Nathan has fine poise. The boy makes an elegant arch with his lower back, to rear his globes that bit higher. He’s hurting, for sure, but he helps himself by limiting the tension in his muscles, and by pushing back his ass to meet Tyler’s dick, rather than flee from it. He has benefitted from my training, but they have to be willing to learn anal technique, for their own good, and Nathan was.

Tyler had flung his damp towel to the far end of the bed, as the action started, and it’s within Nathan’s reach. The passive boy pulls the pink rag towards him and holds it, bundled, with both hands. The ferocity of his fuck accelerating, Nathan squeezes onto the coarse cotton and finds it to bring some relief.

‘I think there is a point to me being queer, actually,’  Tyler observes.

‘Fuck, bro…’ Nathan manages.

‘Just hang on, and enjoy the ride,’ Tyler says.

Tyler’s right hand goes for Nathan’s scalp, and he grabs a central clump of curls, using that fuzz to jerk back his bottom’s neck in a single, violent movement. Now, Nathan won’t suppress his protest:

‘AWWWW…. fuck, man!’

Yes, it hurts. It’s a fucking grind, just like every other session here.

Tyler looks up, and nods to the cell cam. It’s slow and deliberate, so it can’t be missed.

Nathan scrabbles with the girlie towel, moving it to his mouth and using it between top and bottom teeth, as a bit.

Tyler finds, and uses, reserves of thrust. He’s used to giving everything, only now he’s giving it to his cellmate, and rival. Soldier boy’s butt shakes with the in-fucks he’s deploying on ragged ass.

There’s no call to stop, or to go easier. Whatever he asked for, it’s unlikely Nathan was expecting a gentle tapping. He’s bleeding now, too.

The force of the fuck is propelling Nathan up the bed, two centimetres per thrust, slick knees along plasticky mattress.

Once or twice, Nathan’s hand reaches down for his dick, but pointlessly because it’s as soft as can be, and remains that way after a quick tug. It’s an old habit, from the days of the hot girlfriend with the strap-on, but it’s just not the same, anymore.  

Nathan’s face is a complexity of contortions and squinting eyes. It hurts so much, but he can’t say.

There was an invite, yes, but the sad shadow of rape has darkened this boy fuck, too.

My debrief with them – we’d leave it for tomorrow, maybe – wouldn’t be too punitive. They can’t be trusted, without chastity devices, but I accept that boys have frustrations, best addressed with hard – harder – work, to follow.

Tyler makes his move. With a measure of strength held back, strategically, Tyler lifts Nathan from his hands-and-knees crouch; turns him 180 degrees; and pulls him down, onto his back. Nathan finds himself laying not quite flat on the mattress, but instead squirming on top of Tyler, who’s the meat in the sandwich.

The overlap of human forms isn’t total: Nathan is lower; the back of his head perched on Tyler’s chest, with his hair tickling the underside of Tyler’s chin. The taller of the boys, anyway, Nathan’s calves hang from the end of the bed, whereas Tyler’s stout legs are fully lodged on the mattress. Both of them face the ceiling.

The ass penetration has been broken, but Tyler’s stiff prick grazes Nathan’s back, in this breathless holding position.

‘Da fuck!?’ Nathan asks.

Tyler had been quick, using surprise to his advantage. Not that it felt like a threatening rotation, anyway. Still doesn’t: Nathan’s on top, literally.  

Although… were he astute, Nathan might wonder what was in it for Tyler, to forego a sizzling penetrative orgasm that could be his last opportunity.

You know when Stan Laurel is perplexed by one of Oliver Hardy’s schemes? He does that thing with his hand, where the fingers sort of helicopter down, spread spider-like, and scratch his head in confusion. Well, that’s what Tyler’s right hand is doing to the top of Nathan’s Afro cut, nestled beneath his chin – giving it an innocuous rustle with his digits. It’s received as an affectionate touch.   

‘Let’s be… easy… and chilled,’ Tyler says.

‘Bro… you’ve turned so fuckin gay,’ Nathan says. Point made, but he’s not scolding in tone.

Both of them run with sweat – that’s the fruit of a solid ass fucking for you. They’ve each been plowed as girls, but it’s been a bravely masculine last hour in the cell, you can’t deny.

The arm that fussed with hair, shifts, and now it’s locking across Nathan’s neck. The tightening is instant. The soldier is familiar with such techniques, and you don’t allow time or space for a counter-move. It’s a clinical execution.

For, perhaps, five seconds, this could be a game. Going for necks is a reality of modern sex, within and without the Liberty facility. Hell – less than an hour ago, Nathan was compressing Tyler’s windpipe, in pursuit of punishing sex. But you know when to stop, with BC, and it takes just the five seconds for Nathan to know that this strangulation is happening with intent.

Below his waist, Nathan is agile. The biracial boy kicks down with those long, leg day limbs. He has traction at his hips, and is successful in swivelling his bottom half away from Tyler’s groin. Nathan’s legs thrash like demented scissors, but Tyler’s are perfectly still, on the mattress.

Nathan can’t speak. Tyler’s bicep is squashing his voice. But he gurgles and issues impassioned, urgent little noises:

‘Mmm!’

‘Orrrr!’

‘Aggggh!’

His pectorals ripple as he wriggles, but he’s making little progress in freeing his top half. And his time isn’t infinite.

‘Easy, and chill. Slip away,’ Tyler says. The calmness of his control is textbook.

Tyler hoicks-up Nathan by his neck, squeezing his skull tighter into the space between crushing forearm, and bottom of the chin. It’s a robust neck to subdue, and it wrestles to break free, but Tyler commands the situation with his combination of strength and guile.

Nathan’s forehead beads with perspiration. Tyler’s strangling arm, smooth, is visibly moist. Nathan flails his own arms, trying either to deter Tyler generally, with windmilling, or to prise away the vice. But Nathan is weakening and his defence lacks coherence, whereas Tyler is ruthless.

Nathan’s face has moved through fury, to panic. His temples are throbbing. His dick has plumped-up and risen from his groin, though we shouldn’t read too much into that: his circulation will be disrupted now; erratic. But yes… it may be erotic, writhing for his life with the sweating soldier boy – the new warrior – who role-models dominance for him. It’s hard to be definitive on cause and effect, when the air becomes so desperately thin.

‘Slip away… bro,’ Tyler whispers. But still, Nathan doesn’t want to; his limbs remain active, on their journey from thrashing, through twitching, to static.

Toying with his prey, Tyler rocks – almost rolls – with Nathan, side to side and back again, fighting him down, and done. Sure, Nathan had thrown the first punch, when he found his fresh soap in a fold of the pink towel, but this final imbalance of capability has become cruel. 

There are some who would say this is an awesome arm to expire in: Way to fucking go! Nathan does not share their excitement by proxy.

Nathan’s lips spew froth. He’s still chatting to Tyler, quietly now:

‘Mmm!’

‘Aww!’

The heart is struggling. Everything is too much of a strain. Processing has become impossible.

My guards, Ivan and Nikolai, are on their emergency run from the control room to the cell. 130 metres of corridor; two flights of metal stairs to descend; the outer cell door with the 5-digit entry code; and the inner gate door, unlocked with two jangly keys on a ring.  

Tyler ratchets-up the compression; squeezing, constricting, crushing with that resolute arm.

There’s a crunch. Not a crack, but the particular sound of a crunch, well-heard. The exact source isn’t certain, but does it matter? It’s ugly. 

Nathan looks so very frightened, in the grip with battery drained to 3%. His sweat streams from his pectorals, down his flanks, and drips onto Tyler. The bumps of his six pack abs have stopped rippling, and the thumping chest – which showcased the swoops of his pec muscle with each respiratory cycle – is poignantly becalmed.  

23, 183 cm and 87 kg is a lot of meat to remove from the roster, but thunder-faced Tyler is ready to neck-lock our dark boy to his end.

 

I zoom to the eyes, and it’s a Halloween horror show. The sensual brown irises – taking their pupils with them – have fled, to far edges of the canvas. They’ve packed their bags and ran, from this suffocating hell. What’s left, under Nathan’s lids, are saucers of alabaster white, creeping with bloodshot in shattering cracks and staring, lifeless, though the lids have yet to close.

***


Everything you read here is fiction. That said...

...Tyler exists, and is a long-term correspondent of mine, dating back to The Drop. He invited me to incorporate his character and aspects of his back story in one of my pieces, and here we are. Thank you, Staff Serjeant.  

 






Thursday, 3 September 2026

Cell Cam (1/2): M/m; NC?; Violence

Chapter One

 I hid the soap. That’s hardly an original prison porn set-up – sorry! – but it did the job.

Accusations were thrown, followed by fists, and now there’s a revenge fuck going down.

Cut to cell cam.

***

Soap was the trivial trigger, here, but the root causes are twofold:

First – pressure. They’re feeling it, now the field has been thinned to two boys. There’s nowhere to hide. I’ve been working them hard; physically, sexually, and psychologically.

Second – liberty. Four days ago, I stopped putting their dicks into chastity cages, overnight. It was only a matter of time before they found freedom unbearable. Four nights, in fact!

Nathan’s hand is spread across Tyler’s neck, with thumb and forefinger stretched apart to span his throat. Nathan presses onto the windpipe as he hate-fucks the white boy.

It was Nathan’s precious bar – brand new, yesterday – that Tyler stole: Well, that’s how I placed the evidence, such that the lost soap would be discovered on Tyler’s side of the cell, secreted amongst the few personal effects they’re permitted to retain, including his own worn-out remnant of soap. They detest having to approach me with a sliver in an outstretched palm, to ask, ‘Please, Sir, can I have some more?’, like overgrown Oliver Twists.

Tyler is pinned to his basic bed, on his back as Nathan tops him, screwing his ass in a busy interpretation of the missionary position.

This didn’t happen without a fight, and Nathan drips blood from his nose. Somewhere, on the cell floor, will be half of his shattered tooth – Tyler packs a punch, when roused to anger.

Far from unscathed, Tyler has one eye ballooning black and barely opening. Both of them carry the scratches and bruising of a prolonged, competitive tussle. They’ve grabbed and yanked and slammed into walls, in the process of sorting-out this dispute.

Could Tyler have offered more resistance? This boy has a service record in the special forces, after all.

Relevant is the changing nature of Nathan’s violence, such that physical assault switched on a dime to the sexual attack, now underway. I mean, if you’re reading this I’ll assume you’re gay or bi, and can understand the inner conflictions a queer kid may experience, in this context of shared cell imprisonment.   

Let us park the question of whether Tyler might have given more commitment to his final fightback. Anyway, it’s not fair to blame the victim, and this does look like a case of rape.

 

Their bunks are inadequate on every measure of size and comfort. One each on opposing sides of the cell, the metal frames are bolted to the floor. Harsh springs are topped with thin mattresses encased in wipe-down black PVC, whilst their blankets are grey and scratchy.

These beds barely fit one well-built boy, so they’re impractical for two, making love. As usual with impulsive sex, though, makeshift proves good enough. Springs that were considered to be unyielding, now groan under the shifting weight of a boy-on-boy ass fuck.

This is a sexual position that encourages eye contact, and I’ve conditioned them to hold a look, in their protocol training, to perfect a courtesy I couldn’t manage as a young man. It’s fair to say, I’ve used the flow of boys to polish my own technique.

Nathan looks down, into the eyes of the cellmate he’s semi-asphyxiating; and Tyler looks up from the bed, into the eyes of the deranged attacker ranged over him. This intimacy of sight is making things harder for Tyler, I think – it would be kinder to have him taken from behind, against a wall.

With his left hand, Nathan works Tyler’s right leg by the ankle, like a joystick. Soldier boy’s muscular limb is jerked left and right and forced down, folded onto his abdomen by the knee, as Nathan enjoys the nuances of angle of attack in his penetration, testing how that inelastic ass feels around his dick.

Tyler’s left leg is free, and tries some kicking, but a harder compression of the throat by his rapist tends to discourage too much fight… though a little resistance is fun.

Tyler’s hands are available. I’d expect to see them used to free his neck, or to shove Nathan away. And yes, those hands are active, but they paw at Nathan’s pectorals, slip-sliding over the biracial boy’s sweating slabs, unable – it appears? – to gain a grip on that pumped chest.

The tit nubs are located and here, at least, Tyler gets purchase, pinching the rubbery caps of his attacker with a degree of squeeze that fluctuates, in correlation with the ferocity of anal pain he’s being dealt.

Nathan has the army grunt under his control, on that bed. When Tyler asserts himself, grabbing Nathan’s biceps or pushing him back – either way, attempting to exert late influence over his fuck – the dark-skinned dominant ratchets-up his suffocating pressure on Tyler’s throat; his eyes full of relish at the move.

Tyler wheezes and chokes; his face progressing through a red flush to sudden, ghostly loss of colour. The bottom boy ceases his show of token resistance, moves his hands back to passive worship of Nathan’s washboard abdomen, and only then – when conquered – is the constriction of his neck eased. It’s an overwhelming exhibition, from Nathan: part instinctive, but part learned.

***

There are four cameras in the boys’ cell, mounted high in each corner of the room but with turn, tilt and zoom functions, operated from the control room. Recording is 24/7, in case anything of interest occurs, or off-duty behaviours are observed that require correction.

The video edits from cell cam are below the technical quality of a typical Liberty movie, shot by skilled cameramen not limited to fixed points of view. Cell cam releases are rare, but I can predict with confidence that there will be solid demand for a spontaneous boy-boy sex film, using slightly disjointed footage with a non-HD feel that will take viewers (of a certain age) back to the golden era of VHS tape.

The audio track, too, is imperfect. With no soft furnishings to aid the acoustics, and a high ceiling, the voices of Nathan and Tyler will be heard booming, with mild echo. This won’t detract from the pleasures of a real prison fuck film: in fact, the ambience will be suitably raw.

Grey cell walls are lit by shrill fluorescent tubes, behind secure shades. There are no windows, but two cell doors – an inner gate, and an outer door as thick as a bank vault. Sundry ‘thoughts of the day’ have been scrawled on the walls as graffiti, using pieces of grit from the concrete floor in lieu of chalk:

FUCK. YOU.

There gonna KILL you bro….

HELP

Love ya, Mom!

Work hard, boys. Keep pushing. Stay alive!

None of these may be the musings of Nathan or Tyler, for the messages have accumulated over time. Twenty-seven boys have been through this accommodation, now.

They are allowed two books, each. One is a free choice – if Amazon sells it, I will provide it – and the second is a loan from me, for the duration of their stay. Survival Skills For boys was written by a previous resident of their cell, by the name of Jake, who is now a valued member of my production team. Giving Everything – the Liberty Mindset, by Ryan, is a pretentious tome that details a philosophy of service. This doorstopper of a book tends to remain on the shelf for a couple of weeks, until one of them decides it might be a good idea to read it, cover to cover.

The boys are aware of the surveillance cameras in their cell. If it bothered them, early on, I soon gave them more important things to worry about. They’ve stopped giving cell cam much thought, but as Nathan enforces active and passive roles, on his bed, it’s likely they’ll both remember there’s an audience.  

***

Tyler doesn’t complain about his unlubricated skewering on big black cock. He shows military discipline, and Liberty discipline, in not calling-out as Nathan shafts him to the hilt. Tyler’s face tells his story of agony well enough, in this submissive predicament he finds himself in.

Last week, I recorded one of my monologues to camera that preface certain movie releases. I still find it cringeworthy, talking into that stupid Bluetooth microphone clipped to my shirt whilst staring into the lens. It’s hard to believe that anyone wants to hear me droning-on in the grating  monotone my school bullies mimicked. However… the dreaded metrics, to which all of us are prisoner, suggest that my ramblings are well-watched, so my marketing team has told me to continue them. I knew I’d come to rue the day I put those guys onto a sales-based bonus structure.

(That movie, incidentally, went by the title Weighted Pull-ups. I’m sure you’ve guessed where the dumbbell discs hung, and fuck did we see two sagging sacs by the end of that scene, as Nathan and Tyler battled to meet my loaded targets for them, and then to go 500g more than their rival.)

I digress. My piece to camera reflected on Tyler, and a change I’d noted in the 25-year-old during his high intensity training:

‘With Tyler, more than any boy, I’ve seen a developing relationship with pain, as my expectations of him have ramped-up. With his backstory, I’d argue that Tyler is accepting a healthier relationship with his pain, as his Liberty experience continues. But certainly, he’s showing me a more sophisticated relationship with pain.’

No doubt some viewers dismissed my words as over-analysis or conjecture. Yet, here we are, with Tyler’s cut dick firming to half-mast as Nathan finalises the ravaging of his ass, getting way deep in Staff Sergeant pussy. He’s grown a semi-hard before, as you’ve read, and so limited is the novelty value that panting Nathan doesn’t even bother to taunt him over the arousal.

Three specific triggers, now, for this fatherless wonder:

Ivan singles-out Tyler, slashing the whip with maximum meanness to drive exceptional results = DADDY’S BACK! = boner.  

Ryan gives Tyler a word of praise for his achievement, in a kindly tone of voice = DADDY’S BACK! = boner.

And now… Nathan gets rough, turning-out Tyler’s ass whilst throttling him = DADDY’S BACK! = boner.  

 

Seeing the erection on his fuckee, Nathan judges it no longer necessary to work Tyler’s neck for his compliance, and moves his right hand to Tyler’s left leg which has quit kicking-out, anyway.

The crescendo has Nathan forcing Tyler’s bent legs back, as far as they’ll go, onto his chest or alongside it until the bottom boy is made compact as can be – a humbled ball of gay passivity.

And Nathan uses Tyler’s reduction in length for leverage, literally, slanting across him and making Tyler shift with the angle of impalement such that his ass, too, rises from the mattress, held in suspension by drilling cock. As Nathan pounds down, onto him and into him, Tyler’s hands hunt for an anchor on biracial muscle; to steady himself, or for comfort in his agony.

Nathan shoots weeks-worth of suppressed cum into the boy ass he’s gaping, via lips already tender from stretching Liberty work. He breeds Tyler to his core, and the white boy grimaces at the torrent of hot seed filling him. Indulgently, the raping dick is left inside Tyler post-orgasm, through the comedown. Both of them are soaking. There’s no kissing; no thank-you, or apology. It’s a long silence, apart from the recovery-mode huffing and puffing.   

Nathan is first to speak.

‘Lick my dick clean,’ he says as instruction, not invite.

The tool is out of Tyler’s clench, now. It’s cummy, filthy, and bloody from his ass.

Nathan imposes himself physically, shuffling up the bed – and up Tyler – until he’s squatting over the top of Tyler’s chest, folded thighs astride the soldier boy’s shoulders, waggling his dirty shaft in his sub’s face. This advance wasn’t resisted.

‘Suck prick, pussy boy,’ Nathan insists.

That semi-hard Tyler had grown, in the moments of total impact, is flopping back flaccid. He’s non-responsive to his cellmate: neither Yes, Sir!, or No way, bro!  

‘You’re a thieving fucking faggot, right?’ Nathan says.

He fires four discrete bullets of spit into Tyler’s face, with intent, striking eye, lips and cheek with those gob pellets. Tyler’s recoil of the neck is too late.   

‘Double-crossing, queer, dick-obsessed cunt boy, huh? Loser! Fucking pathetic little faggot.’

Tyler blinks away the stinging spit. He’s slow to react: Controlled, in fact, not quick to temper. He makes sure he holds Nathan’s stare, as his rapist looms over him.

‘Lying, ignorant, nigger-boy,’ Tyler says. Weighed words, delivered slowly and at normal volume.

Riot was likely, I thought. But I couldn’t be wrong-er.

‘Faggot,’ Nathan says, struggling to keep a straight face.

‘Nigger,’ Tyler says, likewise, as though it’s the punchline to a joke he’s overly proud of.

And they laugh, together, at the ridiculousness of this. I mean, they’re not rolling around the cell in tears, because this is still Liberty, but they untense on the bed, and they can breath.   

That fat chocolate lollipop is still getting suck, though.

***  

The nature of this place, and of them, precludes either of the boys from appearing to like it too much, OR from appearing to hate it too much. They weren’t vocal, at all, in the sense of providing a conventional porn soundtrack of ‘Ahhh fuck…. feels so tight!’, type of running commentary.

So there’s a risk of creating a bland, emotionless, fuck’n’suck movie from this action in their cell. But, as I watch events unfold live, on a bank of monitors in the CCTV control room, I’m confident there’s enough here my customers will love.

Undirected boy/boy scenes are rare, for starters. It’s the rawness that will hit hard: the blood; the sweat; the film of smeared shit on Nathan’s dick, because they haven’t douched. The total lack of lubrication, and the consequent struggles at the point of penetration. The scowls and the fought-against tears, during brutal anal. The muscles, flexing, and the presence of this couple, joined on the under-sized bed. The hair pulling and body shoving. The accurately imagined smells of filth, heat and primal sex.

And now, the stretch of Tyler’s throat as he accommodates all of Nathan in his mouth, topped with that detritus of his own blood, waste, and Nathan’s abundant cum. The soldier’s lips mash into trimmed Afro pubic curls, right at the root of that sword.

Tyler is too professional to act how he’d like to; complaining, and puking-up at the taste of that dick he’s deep throating. Left and right, Tyler pushes hands into Nathan’s imposing thighs that bookend his shoulders. I reckon he’d love to let those hands wander; skating across the black bulk that’s dominating him with perfect authority, taking-in the quality of the muscle at every touch point. But the Liberty cell isn’t the place to let your hair down and party.

Instead, Tyler works efficiently, cleansing prick with long tongue strokes whilst Nathan directs the oral devotion with a firm hand guiding the back of the neck. He enjoys making Tyler splutter and dribble over his girth, but there won’t be any accidental biting because Tyler is too good for that, now.

Nathan lets it drift into an extended sucking session, continuing long after he’s clean, and Tyler goes with the flow until the BBC is rock hard again, and jabbing the rear of his mouth as his cheeks bloat with the volume he’s hosting. Tyler is flaccid and shrunken, even. He’s focused.

Beyond Nathan’s low moaning and Tyler’s occasional gagging fits on broad meat, there’s no sound and no chat.

Enforcing endurance on his cellmate, Nathan looks up to the cell cam, gives a cocky salute, and winks. 

Tuesday, 1 September 2026

Coming soon: Cell Cam

Cell Cam picks-up the progress of Nathan and Tyler, seen previously in Heavy Haul (archive, July 2025), and originally in Capstan (July 2024).

It’s a claustrophobic piece, and the few content tags do, I think, underplay the intensity of the finale. But you will be the judges of that.

To be published as a short two-parter, with chapter one arriving on 3rd September and chapter two on 5th September. 



Tuesday, 28 July 2026

Liberty Species (3/3): NC; BEAST; SNUFF warning

Chapter Three

Such is the stillness of the morning that the tractor has been audible for the entirety of the circuit, as a thrum that faded, turned, then amplified once again. 

Sam was woken at 05:45 for a 06:30 start, stretched-out on the cowling. He hates early alarm calls, and he detests his tractor rides, but today is the day and the circuit is great training for bigger things.

Waiting in the shelter of the barn doorway, back at base, I’ve heard the revs fall and rise as the John Deere made light work of the interesting terrain.

Sam’s voice hasn’t carried, above the throbbing of the power unit, but he won’t have remained mute because the tractor ride is too strong a test to be suffered in silence. Were it to become too comfortable, Ivan can (and does) press his right foot harder on the throttle pedal.

Sam takes his ride on top of the tractor hood, with legs astride it. Being a big machine, his groin is forced into a wide spread that aches after two minutes perched across the green hulk – and this is a 5km tour of the estate.

Modern tractors are more energy efficient than their rasping predecessors, but even so, a fair amount of heat is emitted from the engine, and it flows through slats in the cowling and straight over Sam’s bare legs. Early, comforting warmth soon becomes searing heat he feels as burning, but this is not a ride that Sam can leap from.  

Up the boy’s ass is a fat plug that gapes his punished lips. It’s a really mean toy: mostly in respect of density, for this is a solid piece that doesn’t flex as the kid is thrown around by a drunken pilot. Sat squarely on that plug, the boy’s wrists are cuffed behind his back, to a steel handle fixed on the hood top that functions as a grip for the rider.

Sam’s ankles are in bondage as well, manacled to rings fitted to the vertical side panels of the tractor hood. He’s unable to push himself up, significantly, to lessen the critical pain in his boy hole.

Sam faces the direction of travel, in front of the tractor driver. Only if he twists to the maximum can he make eye contact with Ivan; to protest, curse, and to plead.

The ‘toys’ have increased in size, each time Sam has been taken for a tractor ride. They’ve got longer (a bit), and wider (a lot).

Ivan has a fine view of Sam’s rear as the boy is launched by craters in the track, then slammed back down onto the hood, screaming as gravity does its work. In lurching he tugs his cuffs, chafing his wrists until they’re bloodied.

The tractor ride is one of those exercises that – whilst notionally passive, for the rider – leaves them exhausted. And now they’re headed back to me, heralded by the louder growl as the tractor approaches, and the sound of Sam’s sophisticated opinions on the duty:

‘AHHHH FUUUUUCK!’

‘FUUUUUCK!’

Headlights piercing the mist, the machine bumps along the final, concreted roadway and into the barn yard where I’m waiting with folded arms, an unimpressed facial expression, and no refreshments. Ivan stops the tractor beside me. As though he hasn’t noticed the sightseeing is concluded, Sam quivers on the hood with his head still thrown back, howling – alternately – with agony and tortured silence.

The engine is cut.

‘Deep breaths… collect your broken pieces, and put yourself back together,’ I tell Sam.

He can’t even manage a profanity, yet.

‘Take lots of this crisp morning air… drag it into your lungs… and recover,’ I say.

His head starts a slow, mechanical return to a resting position, and his silent-screaming jaws creep closed.

‘Oh yeah… quite the ride, huh?’ I ask.

‘Fuck…’ is all he says, with low energy, but it kind of answers my question. Over his time with me, Sam has been worked to the point of restricted vocabulary, where formulaic swearing and heavy sighs represent the limits of his chat. It’s a big change for a boy who could, until Bernadette acquired him, make compelling thirty-second pitches for his online fitness side hustle. I say it’s an improvement!  

We help Sam off his vehicular impalement, and he totters on the narrow running boards of the tractor, facing a leap to the ground with legs like jelly, if you’ll pardon the over-used simile: raspberry jelly, in this case, after the roasting of those limbs over the tractor grill. Ivan and I offer him a hand each, and the boy squeezes hard as he jumps.

Without permission, Sam sits on his butt in the slurry-strewn yard; his hands on his knees and his chin dipped to his chest. There is a trail of blood, from a source inside Sam’s hole: the rough ride has torn him, but it’s little enough to shrug-off as a minor injury, and I won’t be fussing.  

‘Stand, and pose,’ I tell him.

The brevity of his break upsets Sam because he doesn’t feel ready for protocol, done to my standards. But my demands aren’t a surprise to him and Sam stumbles to his feet, wincing from the chronic pain centre which is his asshole.

Feet planted wide, hands clasped behind his neck, with stacked chest puffed and tummy tucked – we’ve been here so many times, together, with Sam presenting himself for inspection to the exact specifications I set for a boy.  

‘Tighten it up… elbow wings pushed back to align with your shoulders,’ I say.

‘Sir,’ he grunts, making his sculpted torso taut, perfecting one muscle group at a time.  

I analyse Sam’s face, taking my own time. There’s a special bleakness about his eyes, now, that I see in two specific circumstances, only:

The first deadness is noted in boys on the toilet service pathway – shit eaters, basically – at the latter stages of their training, when the demand of them has increased to several ‘meals’ each day, and everything else in their existence has stopped, to accommodate relentless eating driven by the motivation of my discipline.

The second circumstance of dark-eyed brokenness is found in boys on this, the bestiality programme, at the very end of their usefulness.

Sam has fought courageously, and he wasn’t going to give me the satisfaction of destroying him but – in the final instance – even a warrior boy reaches his limit. The appetite to continue is ebbing, and it’s visible.

Only now has Sam formed an understanding of what it means to truly serve – to give everything, in his submission; to give it all up.

‘Happy birthday, sugar. Welcome to 27,’ I say. And his jaw drops, as he processes it. The season is right, for sure, and probably the month, too. So yes – as a man of detail, Sir must have noted the day correctly. 

‘Ahhh… shit. I’d….’ he says, losing his train of thought.

‘Forgotten?’ I suggest. ‘Well, that’s understandable. You have more pressing concerns than cake and bunting.’

‘I never know what the day is,’ Sam explains, as though it’s news to me. Time becomes a confusion, here. 

‘You’re needed again, this afternoon,’ I tell him, without spoilers, changing the subject back to my requirements/his service. 

‘Sir,’ he acknowledges, barely audible.

‘Animal work, yes?’ I tease.

‘Sir,’ he agrees. No fight left, today, but he lets me see a hint of deflation.

‘But for now… I want you to clear the yard of slurry. Pick up a shovel… you know where the buckets are… and get this quadrangle so clean you could eat your dinner from it. Understood?’

He’s non-responsive. His head hasn’t slumped, though, and when I look carefully I notice the droplets on his cheeks aren’t from the rain that has set-in, but from his fresh tears.

‘Waiting for an answer, Sam,’ I push him.

‘Yes, Sir… sorry, Sir…I’m onto it,’ he says.

‘Okay, then. Ninety minutes to clean the yard, working at pace.’

‘Sir!’

***

From the shelter of the barn doorway, I watch my outgoing boy shovel the shit of various species. The rain has taken an edge off the smell, but also turned the discrete mess piles gloopy, and runny at their edges such that cow pats trickle into mounds of horse dung, etc.

The key sound is of the shovel back scraping over the concrete yard base – an unpleasant racket that persists, for Sam has too many square metres to clear. He has access to as many buckets as the job requires – big, plastic, building site tubs in bright orange with moulded handles which, when filled, Sam struggles to lift into the dry cover of the barn. The soaking has made that shit heavy.  

I recycle at least some of the mixed origin animal waste this facility generates. These bucketfuls are low nutrition material, for sure, but let me be candid: I’ve introduced you (in other stories) to the likes of Tom and heartthrob Kit, who eat for me. I believe a boy should have a varied diet, once their palate is developed sufficiently. Sometimes, we disagree about that….

The birthday boy is getting himself dirty, shovelling at speed and chucking filth into the nearest tub, from a height sufficient to cause splattering. He’s covered in runny waste up to his knees, and dotted with it to hip level. Sam shows me serious engagement with this thankless (literally) task, performed naked. Only his busyness keeps the boy warm. If I had to write a report card for Sam, I would commend his immersion in the life of this working farm, after a poor start.

My customers value Sam’s efforts, here, and perhaps I should have told him that? A total of 17 releases have featured Sam’s duties at my farm facility, though not all of those were of movie length, defined as 90 minutes or longer, post-edit.  

Scrolling my phone to pass time as the boy chases the objective I’ve set, I review feedback (‘likes’ and comments) on his recent short film, titled Hog Trough. The simple premise pitted Sam – restricted to hands and knees crawling – against my collective of Large White pigs, in competition for his dinner at the outdoor feeding trough.

Viewers enjoyed the barging and bruising inflicted on Sam as he battled to impose himself at the feed station, pushing shoulders-first between 380kg boars for a sight of the action, whilst the swine honked at and shoved the interloper. All that bravery on Sam’s part, for a meal of scraps collected (per contract) from the kitchen of the village primary school.

The boy’s instinct had been to hang back and go hungry, rather than antagonise the pigs and risk trampling. With their long whips snapping over his back and curling around his thighs, my Russians urged Sam to participate. Worse, the crowded scene resulted in some of the hogs getting lashed by the ends of stray whip tails, and that really darkened their mood, regarding sharing!

Feeding by his face, mashed into the school slop rejected by fussy 8-year-olds, and all the while being jostled by beasts threatening to toss the fucker out of their way; that face, when raised from the trough – soiled with rice pudding and strands of cabbage – was the epitome of young misery that Liberty Species customers jerk-off to.

Before he was done, and to complete the authentic pig experience, we had Sam bathe in the mud, rolling until he looked like a Nigerian boy. A tear he couldn’t supress cut through the dirt on his left cheek, wiggling a path to his jawline.

You’ve gathered, by now, that Sam has spent much of his time on my farm as a dirty boy, doing dirty things. Charlotte and easy, vanilla sex are forgotten – I can’t work with boys who pine after what might have been.

Switching to my accounting app, I check the receipts for Sam’s content. The total to date is $1,607,000, which is less than I’ve spent on this facility and wages, but there will be more farm boys with movies to shoot.

Hog Trough has grossed well enough, but the biggest hit remains Serial Oral Stallions (or ‘SOS’), which was movie-length+ and kept Sam busy for three hours in the stable block, circulating between every horse in residence. That was a joyless afternoon of creeping fatigue, and it showed across Sam’s beaten, cum-splattered face. SOS went viral, selling to new clients by word of mouth recommendation. But, I know we can go one better with Sam, on sales and engagement, and ruin.

‘The area to your right needs work,’ I say, clicking my fingers to attract Sam’s attention, and pointing to a patch of untouched slurry.

‘Sir!’ he answers me swiftly, and is on to it right away.

Physically, Sam is still a fine specimen, and he has presence in the yard, labouring tall and broad-shouldered. But the early signs of withering are there, if you look closely, and with them my interest in this boy is waning.

By my standards it’s been a long association, but I have responsibilities beyond the farm that are calling me back to the city: cocky straight boys of 20, who’ve never been prised open; and gay kids with fagcents who should be aspiring to the 13” x 5” toys held in my library.

Time to move on.

***

Ivan and Nikolai carry the structure into the yard, and even with two of them it’s heavy, and cumbersome to turn.

Sam, with me, watches. In layout, this new construction is similar to the dog fuck apparatus Sam has been cuffed to on several occasions. The difference is of size, and particularly height, because mounting this tubular steel framework will place Sam at least a metre from the ground. It’s a little wider, as well, allowing a broader parting of his legs.

He sees it with his own eyes and he’s not stupid, or naïve around animals any longer. There’s no need for explanation of purpose.

‘Aww noooo, man! Fuuuuuccck!’ Sam drawls.

Unauthorised, he drops to a balanced squat on his bare soles, and rocks. With elbows propped on his big thighs, Sam buries his face in his hands. He sniffs.

‘You knew this would come, huh?’ I say. ‘And I’m sorry for the lack of notice, but I think it’s for the best… for you. Time to get it out of the way, yeah? Clear it down… tick it off.’

Extending with his feet until just the toes press the barn floor, the boy can’t speak. He’s catastrophising it – how it will feel; then the consequences. It’s a rational reaction.

‘So, I don’t want to minimise this. It’s huge, and so madly testing of you, hmm?’

Tears are falling onto muddy straw, compressed by staff boots and animal hooves – maybe Sam’s cleaning detail should have included this barn, as well as the yard? His wretched sobbing becomes audible.

‘But you’ve taken a hell of a lot over the last few weeks – unimaginable perversions – and you’ve faced-off the pressure and the pain, and you’re still here, to see this one off, too.’

‘No!’ he complains, softly.

‘And you won’t be alone, because your guards will be at your side… and I will be with you, start to end on this duty, I promise.’

‘Chance?’ Sam asks. Best to check there hasn’t been a funny misunderstanding!

‘Yeah. You have a great rapport with that horse, out of all of them!’ I enthuse.

‘It’s the fucking biggest, you mean,’ Sam says.

‘I know, Sam. I’m keen for this to be an ultimate challenge… put you straight into the meanest horse fuck, without us keep coming back to it on every beast from small to large, until you’ve ridden the stable. One-off has to be better, huh?’

‘It’s gonna kill me,’ he says, matter of fact.

‘Ahh, honey,’ I say, and I crouch next to Sam, wrapping his heaving shoulders with my arm.

***

‘Once he mounts you, this will be over pretty quickly. You understand? Balls-deep and breeding you… no fuss,’ I say.

I’ve got Sam back to his feet, and am managing his expectations. We’re of similar height, but only one of us is naked and filthy. He’ll be bound to the frame as he is; calves caked with drying slurry.

‘Do you want to kill me? Is that it?’ Sam asks.

A promising question. I weigh my response.

‘I’m focused on footage – that’s my trade. What I want is to see you open-up, just as your training has taught you, and to film you hilting horse cock. Total service of Chance, yes?’ 

I watch his tension spiral. The prominence of his veins is a good indicator. That, and the clenched fists I’m wary of.

‘You want to kill me, I know!’

‘Sam… give this a chance…’ (I enjoy delivering that line!)

‘FUCK you!’

 

The discussion is over and the fuck frame is ready, in the centre of the yard Sam has striven to clean. The cameras are rolling, and the rain has stopped!

Sam refuses to walk the 14 metres as a volunteer. On the nod from me, Ivan and Nikolai stride across and grab the kid, taking an arm each.

His cooperation withheld, Sam is dragged from the shadow of the barn and out, to his theatre. He tries obstructive scissor kicks as he’s pulled along, and turns his neck to direct his anger at me, personally, shouting:

‘You don’t have to do this, Sir!’

‘Fuck. Don’t make me do this… Sir? Please?’

‘STOP this shit, you FUCKIN’ cunt!’

‘Please…don’t do it. I wanna live. Please?’

Limb by limb, Sam is overpowered and bound to his final frame: his trunk flat along the length of it, and his legs splayed extra-wide, bent at the knees, with ankles manacled tight to the rear end of the scaffold structure.

Securing the two dozen bondage points takes a while. The Russians don’t rush, for the sake of us filming this process of disabling Sam in detail. As the cuffs and rope are applied, Sam stays chatty for his cameras:

‘You think you’re big, hard men, yeah? Cowards! FUCK you!’

‘Motherfuckers! Let me fuckin’ go!’  

And, as his capacity to squirm free is closed down, joint by joint and muscle by muscle:

‘Oh sweet Jesus… oh FUUUUCCCK!’

The boy tests his shackles with violent tugs, proving their inviolability.

When my men are done they step back – with parting ‘bro’ slaps to Sam’s reared ass, for luck; those power bottom mounds being his high points, now.

‘Dirty little faggot!’ Nikolai mumbles, with a self-satisfied snigger. My guards have worked with Sam through every step of his bestiality escalation. They’re not the sort of characters who would admit to missing a boy, but they might, when he’s gone. In a private moment, last week, Ivan conceded that Sam had been good to manage: a diligent, persuadable boy. That was high praise indeed, from the sour-faced Soviet.

For now, it’s just the two of us – me and Sam. Well, okay, and a camera crew.

With my middle finger pressing under his chin, I coax Sam to raise his head such that we might talk seriously, man to boy. He sports a two-day growth of stubble and is sweaty to my touch in a sticky, oily way.

‘I want you to stretch-out, for that horse,’ I say. ‘I mean, properly spread those lips, huh?’

The straight cut of his jawline contorts to a baby face, ready to blubber.

‘Give me the G-A-P-E that you know you can pull-off.’

Poised to cry, he marshals sufficient composure to deny us that emotional mess. FUCK me, FUCK the cameras, and FUCK those sick perverts who buy this content! He won’t indulge our dicks with a meltdown, too readily.

‘Yeah? When he mounts you, I want to see you accommodate that horse cock as a generous host, right? Total service; final submission, huh?’

‘Sir.’

‘So… do you feel ready?’ I ask.

Sam maintains a steely focus on my eyes. The deadness I told you of, following his tractor ride this morning, has lifted somewhat. He’s actually looking primed, for this hardest piece of work.

‘I’m scared,’ he says.

I didn’t expect that, and I know it was difficult to confess, from the frame. I don’t think he planned those two words to fall from his lips. I respect him for them, though.

‘Tell me… do you want to live?’ I ask.

I still have his scratchy chin balanced on my finger. He doesn’t find this an easy question to answer. It’s no time for glibness.

‘Honestly… I dunno,’ he says.

‘Right. So, what are you scared of?’

‘Not sure. I suppose… I don’t want to die like this… just another victim. Maybe that doesn’t make sense?’

‘Oh, it makes sense,’ I say. ‘What do you intend to do about it, then?’

‘Sir?’

‘How are you going to help yourself not die like this, Sam?’

‘Fuck…’ he groans.

‘That’s not a useful response,’ I say.

‘Fuck knows,’ he whines. ‘Open up wide, like you say,’ he offers, weakly.

‘That’s a start. But there’s plenty more technique we’ve learned together. Think of the buzz words that prompt actions, okay? Push hard… stretch out… untense yourself… show respect… breath deep… hold on tight… focus… submit… and enjoy the ride!’

‘I might live, then?’ Sam snaps back, at my pompous list. ‘Like, really?’

‘I can’t promise you that. I wish I could, but you know it’s a dangerous turn. We’re testing the limits of the survivable.’

‘Yeah,’ he says, sullen.

‘But I know it’s worth you trying, okay? It’s not pointless… nothing I ask a boy to do is hopeless or pointless – it’s my first principle!’

‘Sure.’

‘And, you’re one of the finest boys I’ve trained. I mean that sincerely, Sam. Nothing has to be final… there’s always more to accomplish!’

‘More pain?’ he asks.

‘More pain, yes. And… related experiences.’

‘Fuck, Sir,’ he says; his face now burdened with an earnest look.

‘Shall we do this, then? I don’t think the wait is helping you. Or me.’

‘Sir!’ he raises his voice, as I turn away.

‘Sammy?’

‘I know you won’t stop this, but… I don’t want to die.’

‘Noted. Time to extend yourself, then. Yes?’

‘I will do, Sir. And also… fuck you!’

‘Ha!’ I say.

***

It’s going to be a dry fuck, without lube. That’s authenticity!

I spray Sam’s crack, and especially his winking boy hole, with the equine hormonal dilute that’s proven to attract. He finds it cold as that mist clings to his rump, down the insides of those muscular mounds.

There’s a hiatus, whilst my men collect Chance from his stable. It’s just a few minutes, but long enough to provide Sam with a set of over-ear headphones, streaming a motivational anthem with a thumping bass line. His head bops to the beat, and his muscles ripple on the fuck frame – notably those of his thighs, which will be close to the centre of the action.

The boy is readying himself; preparing, mentally. It’s an intelligent way to use this interlude.    

The horse – frisky; impatient – is led to the rear of the structure in the yard, and turned to face the boy mounted upon it. Chance throws his head, whinnying and stomping with a front leg.

I will speak with Sam for one last time, but on this occasion by his side, without imposing upon him my usual pressure for eye contact. This won’t be a philosophical dialogue because – we’ve agreed! – this is going to happen. It’s ‘call and response’ time, as the headphones are removed:

‘You want to stumble away from this?’ I challenge Sam.

‘Yes, SIR!’ he yells, pumped-up.

‘Ready to show me some masculine bravery, then?’

‘Yes, Sir!’

‘You can tell me who your boss is, on this frame?’

‘Chance, Sir!’

‘You’re ready for a fucking bronco ride to hell?’

‘Fuck yes, Sir!’

‘You’re still scared?’

‘No, SIR!’

‘Complete service, Sam?’

‘Total fucking submission, Sir!’

‘Great attitude! I know you fucking have this, Sam. I’ve never been so certain of success. Now… ready for duty?’

‘THE FUCK YES, Sir!’

 

When the horse rears up it dominates Sam with size, and though he’s a sturdy boy, the stallion shadows him comprehensively with its underbelly. Chance’s forelegs crash onto the fuck frame, one either side of Sam’s back, and the kid feels it shake. The elevated, anticipatory breathing and snorting are heard too closely, by the boy. Chance lays over him, not on him, but in his wincing Sam shows how he feels the weight of this.

The sun has broken through the cloud, at last! Of all the hurdles faced by the camera crew in capturing these moments poignantly, glare is an unexpected one. Calibration of settings deals with the excess contrast of sunshine and shade, returning Sam’s flesh to a tasteful light bronze.     

My men encourage Chance to pursue the opportunity beneath him. The horse has caught a nose of something arousing, but it’s strange and he’s hesitant. The Russians, meanwhile, lack the ideal temperament –  virtues such as sympathy and patience – to lead this beast to hole.

Ivan opts to seek Sam’s help:

‘Hey… fag…. you’re good with this one, and he likes you. Why don’t you call him on… beg him to fuck your dripping pussy, huh?’

‘FUCK you!’ Sam blasts back, red faced, and my guards are amused.

‘No… fuck YOU, bitch!’ Nikolai says.

 

Interested, Chance scopes the possibilities, pushing down at his groin in the area of Sam’s ass.

With a change of tactic, my brutes take a risk at the rear of the frame and reach in, to tug Sam’s mounds apart – one bun each.

I’ve moved to a position where – without obstructing the cameras – I can monitor Sam’s face, because there’s nothing more erotic than a facial, in scenes of doom: these are the money shots my fans pay-up for. The boy pulls distressed faces at the manhandling of his ass, with thoughts of what will follow.

Despite his bondage, we’ve been careful to leave Sam with the ability to rotate his neck, permitting at least a partial view of what’s happening at his rump end. He sees Chance’s massive excitement, and he’s frightened, becoming agitated on his fuck frame.

There’s no foreplay.

The first penetration is a single, savage thrust that puts Chance’s flared head and his leading six inches of length into Sam’s hole.

Chance whinnies, surprising himself with how tight this feels; and Sam lets out a curdling scream. It’s the girth, at this stage, that provokes the boy.

Sam won’t stop shouting about his pain. It’s a stream of incoherent objection.

I have to speak over him, though I’ll be heard well enough in the video edit:

‘And, breath. Nice deep breaths. Get your shit together. Lots more still to take.’

Without warning – horses don’t narrate their intentions! – Chance makes another shove into that hot clutch. The guards withdraw to positions of safety, as the horse will guide himself from here. The scaffold frame shudders at Chance’s advance.

Sam squeals. He checks back, but it will be the last time he does so. Anyway, it doesn’t help to see things, at all.

He’s tearful, in an uncontrolled way. In this brief moment, it’s the lack of any lubricant that’s telling, at his rectum.  

‘Okay… composure, yes? You’re doing okay. Stretch-out, to the max, as you know how to, right?’

‘It’s torn me…’ Sam stutters; feeling it, but not quite believing it.

‘Focus… prepare… lots more still to come,’ I advise him.

Chance has 18 inches of length to deploy, but it’s his circumference – say, 1.5x that of a standard Coke can, prevailing; and extra at the head – that’s the hardest dimension for a boy to cope with. Trained as a fistee under my tutelage, Sam is holding-out so far, but the medial ring is still to be dealt with, and already this is an incredible grind.

The horse launches forward, spearing Sam’s ass to two-thirds of his length in a single move, and my athlete pisses himself over the frame. Now, he’s as rigid as the steel structure itself, with everything clenched and on the verge of bursting. Sam holds his neck high; proud, but in a sort of scowling paralysis.

With delayed reaction to this latest anal onslaught, he screams:

‘FUUUUUCCK!’

I need to be with him.

I step over, despite the multi-angle filming, to lay an open hand on Sam’s forehead where his hair has matted, soaking.

‘Sssshhhh…. it’s all good. Going so well. Gonna be fine, yeah… but… one last stretch for me, right? FULL service, huh?’

‘It’s ripped me…’ Sam tells me, stunned by horse meat.

‘Sssshhhh…. nice and relaxed… open your back door… let him come in… balls-deep… you’re being so brave!’

 

Chance jerks his head and there’s a sequence of shrill neighing, as he plots what to do with the rest of that outsize dappled schlong.

Sam reconciles himself to being nearly finished. He retains capacity to experience fear; horror; outrage, as a star bestiality boy must.

He looks at me, jaw hanging slack, eyes fierce and black, wanting help. He deludes himself that  things may be recoverable, even at this late stage, if only I were willing to compromise on the hilting of every last inch. But really, this is with Chance to conclude, now.

The stallion stamps on the frame, over the impaled youth, and drives in his last. Vicious.

‘Show me a fucking hero,’ I tell Sam.

 

The visible damage comprises a flow of blood from Sam’s wrecked hole – not a torrent, but not stopping, either.

His ass has been turned-out, like a thin sleeve dripping with the juices of his entrails, and almost translucent. It flops from his conquered ring.

There’s an ugly bulge at his tummy, where something – or things – has been breached, and irreparably shifted.

Sam is bloody at his mouth, and Chance’s dick – the horse is being led away, without ceremony – is crimson, from head to balls.

My boy drifts in and out of consciousness.

 

I have Sam’s right hand in mine and he grips it, manly, as I stroke his bloodied back with my left paw. This is a slow expiry.

He flushes horse cum from that out-turned ass, in a milky cascade that’s separate from the blood loss there. Chance has bruised him purple and jaundiced yellow over the thighs, and his coat of sweat has turned ominously cold, and clingy. The dirt of the farmyard remains.

The head droops but I cradle it for him, so we can continue to enjoy eye contact. His moans quieten, and his puffs dissipate. He’s not seeing me properly. He’s tapering away. He can hear me, though.

‘Exceptional boy, Sam,’ I say.

His grip of my hand ebbs, and I let his fall away limp, but those lips – which have given full service to so many dogs, and horses -  curl, into the sweetest, most comforted smile.

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